When The Universe Puts Us At Our Lowest

We tend to have our “life epiphany” when we completely hit rock bottom. Some of the strongest motivation and commitment to change sprout from when we are at the lowest peak of our lives.

This usually happens when someone becomes very ill, when we lose a loved one, or when we experience a near-death situation to name a few. We tend to use our most painful experiences to fuel the power we finally realize we have. 

I’ve had many epiphanies throughout the years as I’ve been on this spiritual quest. I am now at my absolute lowest as I have lost custody of my children. I can’t speak to them nor see them. It’s only been three weeks… but the pain of a mother losing her children for something she wasn’t involved with is a nightmare.

I know I tried my best to be everything for my children. But still I think of times where I should have cherished the moments a little more. I could have loved a lot harder. Not because I did anything wrong, or because I didn’t love them enough, but because I wish I can have ALL of those moments back.

But I do know that once I get my babies back, once I fight this, I am in ABSOLUTE control.

I now understand where that deep motivation stems from. It stems from our darkest moments.

Do what you want, follow your heart, and live your fullest life RIGHT NOW. Don’t wait for it to happen. Don’t wait for something horrible to happen. The problem we face is that we let life pass us by without focusing on the bigger picture.

We get lost in trying to survive in this idiotic systematic structure that we don’t even know the power we hold within ourselves. 

We are creators. You are the creator of your life. What do you want it to look like?



I’ve had this domain since 2016 and I’ve created so much content privately throughout the years with the goal of launching a women-oriented blog.

But I couldn’t figure out what I wanted my main focus to be. The constant changes in my life kept altering my vision.

I realized that change is inevitable, and it’s alright if my focus/message eventually changes too. I just need to go on and be the voice I’ve always aspired to be. 

“Mastering self and wealth.” In a nutshell, this is my mission in life and what I want to help other women with. I’ve been on a very long journey trying to understand myself, better myself, and dig deeper into my spirit.

Alongside of my spiritual journey, I’ve also been trying to build financial stability for myself and my family.

I believe self and wealth go hand in hand. We can’t master self without wealth, and we can’t master wealth without mastering self. By wealth I don’t mean riches, but basic finances and abundance.

Becoming the best version of ourselves would help us bring abundance into our lives which is what we all ultimately deserve. 

I don’t have it all figured out yet. Actually I don’t have anything figured out. 2019 has been the year of rebirth for me. I’m starting this journey from scratch. Just three weeks ago, I suddenly lost a great job that gave me purpose and flexibility every mom dreams of. I lost our apartment that my family lived in for four years.

All I have right now is some savings in my bank account and the very power of my mind. 

Stick around as I create this blog and simultaneously create my future in the process.