We tend to have our “life epiphany” when we completely hit rock bottom. Some of the strongest motivation and commitment to change sprout from when we are at the lowest peak of our lives.
This usually happens when someone becomes very ill, when we lose a loved one, or when we experience a near-death situation to name a few. We tend to use our most painful experiences to fuel the power we finally realize we have.
I’ve had many epiphanies throughout the years as I’ve been on this spiritual quest. I am now at my absolute lowest as I have lost custody of my children. I can’t speak to them nor see them. It’s only been three weeks… but the pain of a mother losing her children for something she wasn’t involved with is a nightmare.
I know I tried my best to be everything for my children. But still I think of times where I should have cherished the moments a little more. I could have loved a lot harder. Not because I did anything wrong, or because I didn’t love them enough, but because I wish I can have ALL of those moments back.
But I do know that once I get my babies back, once I fight this, I am in ABSOLUTE control.
I now understand where that deep motivation stems from. It stems from our darkest moments.
Do what you want, follow your heart, and live your fullest life RIGHT NOW. Don’t wait for it to happen. Don’t wait for something horrible to happen. The problem we face is that we let life pass us by without focusing on the bigger picture.
We get lost in trying to survive in this idiotic systematic structure that we don’t even know the power we hold within ourselves.
We are creators. You are the creator of your life. What do you want it to look like?